i thought that would be my last farewell trip.
i did swear to myself i won't be swayed again by any false ideation of mine.
but why must that embarrassing moment happened?
i believe there must be a strong reason for every turns in our life.
when that thing happened, i kept questioning my decision.
why? why? why?
i have decided.
i must stop imagining things i knew will never come true.
please be decisive and be selfish for once.
i'll be alright.